The Loss...my furry son...Maximus. He will be going to stay with his grandma (yes she actually calls him her GrandDoggy) I love him more then anyone will ever understand but his Grandma has 2 acres, my furry brother and my none furry one, my Stepdad who he loves and horses. All I have is my car and the dog park which we don't even get to go to everyday anymore with School full time and Work a little over part time.
Quality of his life is more important to me then the pain I feel in my heart for letting him go. All i ever wanted was someone like him in my life and it was the happiest day when i first got him but my mom also needs him right now and the joy he brings everywhere he goes (just like his mom).
The Gain...my personal trainer...Cortney. She is going to help me lose the weight and gain the body I want and need to have. The reason I even will have time for this is because he is going to stay with his grandma. Then I will finally be able to completely keep up with the little shit